I dont know why I feel like its me that messed up

Cuz i know its not...

I know the run down of the whole situation but still I have these insecurities

...........of what

Get over it chev.

I feel as if I'm still lingering in this grey area......and I know its not mutual.

You aint worried about it, so why should I...

This is way too dragged out, and nobody is doing it but myself.

I'm glad I realized that......

So what to do?

SO much is easier said than done.

*sigh*