Friday, May 28, 2010

UR A TRIFLING MUTHAFUCK! YEAH IM MAD...
UR FAKE, U DISGUST ME
BUT U KNOW WHAT, I MIGHT FEEL LIKE HATING U RIGHT NOW, BUT I LOVE U...FUCK YOU THO.

FEMALE INTUITION

Monday, May 10, 2010

I dont know why I feel like its me that messed up
Cuz i know its not...
I know the run down of the whole situation but still I have these insecurities
...........of what
Get over it chev.
I feel as if I'm still lingering in this grey area......and I know its not mutual.
You aint worried about it, so why should I...
This is way too dragged out, and nobody is doing it but myself.
I'm glad I realized that......
So what to do?
SO much is easier said than done.
*sigh*

Sunday, May 2, 2010

You..not talking to me is obviously not going to bring us anywhere
For some valid reason I am still attached
My feelings are still as strong as they were 2 months ago
But they are suppressed.. suffocated.. neglected
Move on chev.
But ur in my face.
Move on chev.
But i wanted this so bad.
Life happens.

I am not sure about what emotions I should have right now.
Like I'm good on most days
But there's those times I sit and think of what it was like.
Attached.
I didn't want this to happen, but it did.. so how do I let go, and let God.