I dont know how I feel about soooo many things.

Just.Me.

This is my last week in Inglewood til I move back to San Diego

It's crazy how much faith I'm putting in God and my peace about this situation right now

I just know everything will work out for the better

This summer has been very productive.

I am quite proud of myself...hahha *pats self on back*

I was appointed as Campus Organizing Director

Nominated to the Campus Action Committee Chair on the UC Student Association Board

And I have discovered this new drive and passion for higher education

And the importance of it being affordable and accessible to all students

Education should not be a commodity

Because it is one of those things that once u have it, no one can take it from you.

I've grown alot personally this summer as well.

Getting over a heartbreak that apparently shouldn't have been a heartbreak?

HAH. Well.. i really thought I was over it..then this weekend I rly figured out that I am not.

Who knew 3 months could do so much damage.

Its not even the person but just how messed up the situation was/is.

I forgave..but it doesn't erase the past and how it affected me.

I wish I had an "I DON'T CARE" switch.

.....seriously

Ummmm people piss me off.

I feel like when I start school by energy is going to be refocused on other things

Which is a very good thing

I've gotten closer to a couple awesome people this summer

...and there are those who fell off.

.Life.

Some people are just for a season.

Others are for a lifetime.

I seem to get those that are just seasonal..and its forcing me to take a look at myself

But I seem to always get the blame

*kanye shrug*

Idk what to say or think about that.

God is awesome.. I got delivered this summer and He really revealed himself to me

Its a constant battle to stay true to God and obey Him

Especially in these days

This summer has also been one of spiritual growth for me

QUITE AWESOME!!!

...I am definitely destined for greatness

I can't wait for everything to unravel and see where life takes me

I am beyond blessed.

Ciao

It's so crazy thinking you are super close to someone.. and then they turn around act brand new in front of their friends.... this isn't the secret services..

You can't trust no one nowadays. And that honestly sucks. I'm trying to not trip act like I don't care.. but of course I do.. I'm blogging about it.

I just wish people would be genuinely sincere.

Mood: ANNOYED

LEGIT DAY OF ACTION.

UCLA. November 2009.

This shoes are tight =]

One of my fav colors 2!

Ooo I need a job! >:o

$130

Got lost at work today ahhahah that hospital too big and confusing

WOWW I have sooo many responsibilities to take care of this upcoming school year. It's all a GIANT blob to me right now....but thru faith, persistence, and determination I'll get it all done.

It's exciting:

Hughes Scholars Program Co-Chair

Campus Action Committee Chair

Campus Organizing Director Intern (ASUCSD)

UC Student Association Board of Directors

ART COLLECTIVE

Black Student Union

HARD ASS CLASSES

Lord, I pray in advance to cast away burn out :-)

STRONG

..Hmm..

I wished on a star last night

(((Rewind)))

What should I wish for?

Money?

Success?

Long life?

I stared at the star pondering...questioning...

Is it even worth it; Should I even bother? I mean...Chevy doesn't make wishes..ESPECIALLY on a star...

BUT it was something about that star...

Shining through the window...as if calling out to me...as if it wanted my attention

It stood there twinkling as if it winked at me....and I just had to smile

Why can't I see no other stars around it? Not one in sight....and it stood perfectly aligned with me

So I just had to make a wish...

(((Fast Forward)))

A wish to go to HEAVEN .

If I was to go to heaven, that means I would have lived a life of faith, goodness, kindness, happiness, forgiveness, love, and the list goes on.

If I was to go to heaven, that means I have lived my life the way I was destined to by my Creator.

So last night...I made a wish to go to heaven.