Saturday, January 15, 2011

So things aired out with my roomates
Right now I'm having another strugglee
My last post talked about putting God first
and maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan I'm tellin you that gets hard..
I find myself frustrated and irritated by His teachings or whatever
Cuz I have my own personal feelings and logic about things
BUt i guess this is where I need the strength to grow more spiritually
He came thru on many other things
and even tho I say some things that we are "supposed" to do is unfair..
I guess it's unfair that I am questioning His word jus cuz he didn't come thru this time around
So right now I'm just irritated
cuz it hella hard to separate the flesh from the spirit
and thats wat I'm learning right now..
so
Imma just suck it up... and smile :)
K.
Thats all.
Paz