Live it.

C-reate something exciting
H-ug often. Help Others.
E-xercise daily. Eat fresh foods.
V-ent. Visualize your dreams.
E-xercise daily. Eat fresh foods.

L-augh. Love. Learn to let go.

L-augh. Love. Learn to let go.

E-xercise daily. Eat fresh foods.

THIS totally embodies who I am. And what I need to work on :) So I guess I really need to work out since it insisted on telling me 3 times lol.

Find YOUR happiness.

Art Collective

Bomb ass group..allowing me to express myself, mainly through words

EXPECT GREAT THINGS.
<3

SOCC PERFORMANCE CUHHHHH

Trey Songz as my Inspiration...

I want a dude that will cherish me for who I am....

Not for who he WANTS me to be.

Someone who won't be selfish, pay attention to my needs as I will for his,
A mutual companionship.

I seem to run into the arms of the faulty, Run into the arms of those that just want that one thing

I ran, but now I'm out of breath.

It's now time to quench my thirst.
Quench me from mere lust into something that's ACTUALLY valuable
QUENCH ME from unexplainable desires and unforeseen hurt.

GIVE ME PATIENCE.

There are those moments where I wish I had a significant other, but then I don't so I can be free from the worries, free from the pain of what I THINK is love, free from expectations.

I find myself wanting what I can't have

.... then settling for less.

PROBLEM.

Since I haven't been dancing ...

I've found a new release:
The
...
Dun dun dunnnnn
-_-
Treadmill.

Untitled ..

People fall off. But it's up to me to stay strong. Writing this post is making me realize that, I am overlooking what the fuck matters. I am overlooking my blessings, I am overlooking what I already have to something that I don't need. But fuck, it's just there and idk what to do about it. As a result I stay in a sucky ass mood all day because of something that's brought to the light that was always at the back of my head.

I'm Alright.

But I'm not.

I have such a GREAT couple of friends in my life, but it's like I'm yearning for more instead of cherishing wat is, instead of cherishing and holding on to what's right there, I'm reaching for the unreachable (is what it seems). Then that just FUCKS ME OVER.

Fuck man.

Sometimes I don't know how I come off to people. (<--"people" : that's the fucking problem!). What about me? !

I want something good too. But that's where patience comes in. I am pretty sure I'm not lonely. And It's contradictory of my complicated self that I feel alone (but I say I WANT to be, and then I be like Oh I want somebody).

Thaa Fugg!? >:O

I was definitely NOT feeling today.
I was just tired of...nuthing really.
Just wasn't in the mood for shit.
I'm sooo glad I have my homie Taylor.
But everytime I'm around him I'm constantly reminded of what I dont wanna be reminded of..
Nevertheless his company is priceless..
I just want something good.
Something valuable.

"Something that ends so easily was obviously never real to begin with"
(via Isaiah C. Shelton)

SO I REAAAAAAAALLY want these damn shoes :(

$110

Man I think imma be bold as fuck and order these shits . owwwweeee . I should find better shit to spend my financial aid on lmao.


Update: so when i went to order these, they were sold outta my size. I was devastated . BUT...never give up the fight. I emailed them bitches and this what they said:

Hi Chevelle,

Unfortunately we are out of Kente Booties.

We will have size 37 in stock by the end of January.

We will update our webstore as soon as they arrive.

Thanks,

Aaron

Ahah I'm a BEAST !

Jus a thought :)

SO i want TWO more ear piercings. One right above my lower ear piercing (the regular one) and the Industrial bar :) WOOP! And then I want a TAT right above my wrist by my thumb area. Wutchu think ? My mom would get mad bout that tat tho lmao.

TAT like thisss...

9 Ways to Get your ear pierced lmao.
I wanna #2

Back to School. Winter Quarter

Winter break has by far been interesting :) From getting hella drunk to meeting cool ass people. I've been saying for a long ass while that I need to meet some new people/homies and that I did. Thank God for Twitter lol .

Today I went to church and it has just been a blessing. I've decided to do what my God mom asked of the youth/my close friends, and I'm gonna go on a day's fasting. (Which is like nuthin cuz i don't be eatin all day). But this time it shall be with a purpose :)

ANother thing...fuckkk ... I have to not drink soda or ANY juice for a month. Just water. Nowwwwwww ME NO LIKEY WATAH . SO this shall definitely be a challenge. Let's see how committed I can be to that one. Man some foods just dont taste right with water lmao. ANOTHER SIGN i need to change the way I eat. Overweightedness (LOL) runs in my fam and im tryna divert from that cuz u cant be short like me (5'1") and be fat. THATS JUSS A MESS .

Well stay up ma people and I'll keep yall posted . I might come up with a spoken word piece . MIGHT .